Not really in the mood to blog

but I've promised myself this will be like a daily diary of my life...
School was okay i guess...I haven't gotten my phone back yet...The cop called my mom back in the morning...and then called me back in during sixth period like twenty minutes before the bell rang but oh well...we looked at the tape of the cafeteria ((Where my purse was left and that my phone was stolen from but the person who left it left my money digital camera and everthing eles in it)) and we saw me get up from the table and the lady who cleaned the tables move my purse to the stage and then move it back for some apparent reason. so some people sat down and they pushed my bag out of the way and then more people did and then some girls came to look in it and stuff and my friend amanda pushed it away because she didnt want to be apart of that. then it got pushed more ((by now its at the opposite end of the table)) and then the purse dissapears out of camera view (( one group of girls sits at the very end of the table where my purse now is)) and gets thrown on the floor and then slid kind of back down the table with people not even realizing they are pushing a purse with their feet.

Sylvan was okay today...i havent really been acomplishing a whole lot lately even though i spend two hours a day there...I'm still failing algebra and i go to sylvan four hours a week!!!!! The second hour was really fun though...I had Stephen...hes really funny and smart and knows how to have a good time ((he always talks about how him and his friends do stupid stuff together)) so we leila me and him were all talking about random stuff like he likes being punished...the safety word is banana ((he was just quoting family guy)) leila has nothing eles to do at sylvan...shes geometry and she has taken all of the classes she can take at sylvan and passed them....i wish i were as smart as her...shes from manchester! ((england)) you cant really tell of her accent unless you know shes from overseas...just the way she pronounces certain words and how she says pen instead of marker...its really cool...fifth period was pointless...i mean i had no point to even go to that class... our liturature groups were supposed to be looking things up online for ideas about a visual aide for our bookreports...i sat around and helped another group.....the group i should have been in...but NO i had to be a good person and volunteer to be in the other group so somebody eles wouldnt have to leave theirs...I DIDNT EVEN GET A SINGLE THANK YOU!!!
The new girl Kelli met luke today...i think she likes him ((as a person NOT like that)) and i think he thinks shes pretty cool.... i find it hilarious that she doesnt understand me and lukes relationship completly yet...she thought we were dating...we arent...but we act like it most of the time.....i just told her its a long story and that i didnt want to tell it but she could ask him...he didnt want to tell it either.....me and him are the only two who completely understand each others feelings we just sat down one day and i could tell something was up...and then after twenty minutes of whining he finally told me how he felt and why he doesnt just ask me out already...and i completely understand. one day it will happen....until it does...ill be waiting

today just sucked

today sucked!! you know. one of those days where you just know not to get out of bed...but you do...because this retarded thing called life is just calling your name? anyway...heres a list of why today sucked for meI could just feel the bad mojo just floating all around me today

50 REASONS WHY TODAY SUCKED FOR ME!!!

1.Sick
2.Tired
3.Got dizzy
4.Fell in the shower
5 Couldn't find toothpaste
6.Dropped toothbrush (with toothpaste on it) on my sweatshirt
7.Couldn't find brush8.Didn't have time to take off my crappy nailpolish
9.I was cranky
10."Aunt Flo came to visit"
11.Cramps12.Almost missed the bus
13.Forgot iPod
14.Horoscope warned me today would be a bad day
15.Horoscope said today you want to kill the person who invented phones
16.Late to first period
17.No pen
18.Late to second period
19.Hit my knee underneath the table at lunch
20.Got my hair pulled
21.Left my purse at lunch
22.Purse got looked through
23.Phone got stolen
24.Got a zero participation grade in 3rd because I was trying to figure out who had my phone
25.Late to 4th period because I was filing a stolen report in the office about my phone
26.Got caught in a lock out because I was late to sixth and had to pee really bad
27.Assistant principal never found my phone
28.Cop never found my phone
29.Thinking about that special someone all day
30.Not allowed to hang in the choir room after school anymore because I dont have a phone for my mom t contact me
31.Got grounded for having my phone stolen
32.I have to walk home now
33.Dog has an ear infection
34.Hit my head getting out of the truck
35.My knee hurt all day after hitting it at lunch
36.Tripped going up the stairs
37.Camera is broken
38.Luke Bryan didn't win the award he should have
39.Pete and Ashlee are engaged (I support them but I'm just the least bit depressed)
40. My alergies are causing my ears to bother me
41.I can't breathe through my nose
42.I fell off the couch
43.Missed a step going down the stairs
44.Crick in my neck
45.Edward won't stop running on his wheel
46.Bella won't stop trying to escape
47.My layout isn't working the way I want it to
48.My favorite Bed Head ™ leave in conditioner broke in half and is completly useless now
49.I can't get my hair to do that flippy thing like that guy from that band ((lolz))
50.I ran out of mouthwash this morning so now I dont have any

God Bless and I hope your days are better than mine,
Lindsey Masquarade

The First Blog

Ok...im on myspace but nobody reads my blogs...hopefully my independent voice can my heard. i stand out in a crowd but no one notices me. i act like i dont care but i do on the inside. you call me a slut but i dont date. you call me a whore but im a virgin. you call me a bitch but...wait a minute...I AM A BITCH! if you read this let me know cause i may not do it again and ill put the lock back on my mind. and keep my thoughts to myself. just like they want. so lets leave life the way that it is and let our minds wander and just be.

XoXo,
Lindsey Masquarade